Inaugural

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Inaugural

By Jericho Brown

We were told that it is dangerous to touch

And yet we journeyed here, where what we believe

Meets what must be done. You want to see, in spite

Of my mask, my face. We imagine, in time

Of disease, our grandmothers

Whole. We imagine an impossible

America and call one another

A fool for doing so. Grown up from the ground,

Thrown out of the sea, fallen from the sky,

No matter how we’ve come, we’ve come a mighty

Long way. If I touch any of you, if I

Shake one hand, I am nearer another

Beginning. Can’t you feel it? The trouble

With me is I’m just like you. I don’t want

To be hopeful if it means I’ve got to be

Naïve. I’ve bent so low in my hunger,

My hair’s already been in the soup,

And when I speak it’s just beneath my self-

Imposed halo. You’ll forgive me if you can

Forgive yourself. I forgive you as you build

A museum of weapons we soon visit

Just to see what we once were. I forgive us

Our debts. We were told to wake up grateful,

So we try to fall asleep that way. Where, then,

Shall we put our pains when we want rest?

I don’t carry a knife, but I understand

The desperation of those who do,

Which is why I am recounting the facts

As calmly as I can. The year is new,

And we mean to use our imaginations.

One of us wants to raise George Stinney

From the dead. One of us wants a small vial

Of the sweat left on Sylvia Rivera’s

Headband. Some want to be the music made

Magical by Bill Withers’s stutter.

Others come with maps and magnifying

Glasses and graphite pencils to find

Locations beside the mind where we are not

Patrolled or surveilled or corralled or chained.

I, myself, have come to reclaim the teeth

In George Washington’s mouth and plant them

In the backyards of big houses that are not

In my name. My cousins want to share

A single bale of the cotton our mothers

Picked as children. I would love to live

In a country that lets me grow old.

I long. I long for that. We are otherwise

Easily satisfied. Where do we get

Tangerines for cheap? Can we make it

There on the Metro? How hot is the fire

Fairy blister of chocolate chipotle sauce,

And will you judge me if I taste it? But now,

We’ve put our hunger down for the time it takes

To come and reconcile ourselves to the land

Because it is holy, to the water

Because it swallowed our ancestors,

To the air because we are dumb enough

To decide on something as difficult

As love. If no one’s punishment leads to

My salvation, then accountability

Is what waits. It moves citizens, mends nations.

That’s for us to prove. That’s the deed to witness.

That’s the single item on the agenda

Read in Braille or by eye, ink drying like blood

Spilled this American hour of our lives.

Jericho Brown is the director of the creative-writing program at Emory University. He has written three collections of poetry, including “The Tradition,” which won the 2020 Pulitzer Prize in Poetry and was published by Copper Canyon Press.


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