Brandon Langford Talks Through Detention

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Brandon Langford Talks Through Detention

By Maryfrances Wagner

I’m here because I don’t want a suspension,

but I hope you know you caused me to miss my bus.   

I don’t even understand why I have detention.

You tell us to say what we think.  I spoke

my thoughts, and that’s my right.  My dad

does it all the time, freedom of speech,

and we cheer.  Well, we did. He’s a combat vet,

but now he’s in prison for child porn

and hitting my mom.  She’s glad he’s gone. 

Do I have to stay here the whole time? 

If I’m nice, can I leave early?  You could even

drive me home if you want.  My house is four

miles from here.  My mom works.  You wouldn’t

want me to sit outside until ten would you?

I don’t know what to write my narrative on. 

Maybe you could give me some ideas. Do you

like fish?  I have tropical fish.  I could write about that.

Have you ever been to a fish show?  Bet you

didn’t even know there was such a thing.

I won first place in the last show.  I set up

a great tank, and all of my fish have babies. 

I like guppies best.   I once had a mother

die in childbirth, but the baby lived.  I still have him.

My fantails are beauties, and I have gouramis

and cichlids.  My mom says they calm me down.

You probably want me to shut up and do homework,

write that narrative for your class.  I already did my math. 

I’m good at math.  I’m not good at raising my hand

before I talk.  This I know.  I can do my timetables  

up to fives.  My math teacher taught me how to do them

on my knuckles.  Do you want me to show you?  

Nah, you probably want to grade papers

and ignore me.  I get it.  My mom does that too. 

She turns the tv louder.  You wouldn’t mind

taking me home would you?  You could see my fish. 

Maryfrances Wagner’s newest books are The Silence of Red Glass and The Immigrants’ New CameraSolving for X will be available in 2022.  She co-edits I-70 Review, serves on The Writers Place board, was 2020 Missouri Individual Artist of the Year, and is Missouri Poet Laureate 2021-2023. Poems have appeared in New Letters, Midwest Quarterly, Laurel Review, American Journal of Poetry, Poetry East, Voices in Italian Americana, Main Street Rag, Rattle, Unsettling America: An Anthology of Contemporary Multicultural Poetry, et. al. For more information, check her website: 

http://maryfranceswagnerwriter.fieldinfoserv.com/


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