Evelyn Hutchins
Evelyn Hutchins
1910-1982
It was her idea. Her husband rushed
to Spain. Her brother had joined him.
She wanted to go, too. Men held her back.
Some thought a woman at war was funny.
I was a girl, I was small, didn’t weigh
much. They were satisfied I could handle
the cars. I wanted to be there, close as I
could to the fighting. I went there to drive.
She had a tough job double-clutching
trucks, scary, under attack night and day,
many narrow escapes—bombs, artillery,
bad drivers, pot holes, ditches.
She had nightmares—driving downhill,
brakes failing, crashes, fire, explosions.
Then I’d wake up in a cold sweat—but
lots of things are worse than dreams.
She clung to one immodest confession:
I have never lost my nerves, yet….
She also had one request for a reporter—
Don’t laugh, even if it does sound cuckoo.
Some night, go down to Chinatown, down
to one of those really good Chinese restaurants,
order a big bowl of Chinese soup. And when
you eat, think of me for just a minute.
Peter Neil Carroll’s new collection is Sketches From Spain: Homage to the Abraham Lincoln Brigade (Main Street Rag Publications, 2024). Evelyn Hutchins drove trucks and ambulances during the Spanish Civil War.