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poetry Translating Myself for Gaza

West Coast poet Beau Beausoleil offers an apology to the many strangers he cannot save.

In a map of the Heavens
I found your house

as it was before 
the genocide

a green table 
some olives in
a red bowl

books leaning 
this way and that

your wife writing 
nearby

Well before your children 
whose voices played 
around us     grew silent

and were erased from 
the text of their future

If I could get there on
my own

would you two still be 
alive to welcome me
in the rubble of  your
memory

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as a fellow poet

deserving your grief
and anger

as a stranger who meant
you no harm

but allowed others to kill
your prayers in plain sight
of my life in words

Perhaps my friends
forgive me
one day out of many

Beau Beausoleil is a poet and activist based in San Francisco, California. His most recent chapbook is called War News (daily poems responding to the first three months of the genocidal war in Gaza), which appeared as a free online ebook published by Agitate! Journal. Forthcoming is a second volume in the War News series, War News II (11/9/23 - 6/3/24), to be published momentarily by fmsbw press in San Francisco.